Selfish Society....

Selfishness seems to be a characteristic or should I say personality? that most people demonstrate. What ever happened to the sense of community and linking of fellow man with respect and regard. This money driven, broken and self motivated society has resulted in the isolation and hoarding traits that cause mistrust and jealousy of others.
How can love exist in this atmosphere? It can't as there is no trust and faith in the unknown or belief in the spirit self to allow an open heart.
There is too much 'using' of people and not enough 'giving' of self and when you do give? people think your after something or misreading your intentions in a negative space. Suspicion creeps due to holding on to past hurts and experiences instead of living in the present. The perpetuation and cycles continue from one person to the next like a sickness as negative experiences remain in the present, not a healthy way to live, and certainly not a ideal societal environment. The negative becomes the web of reference and traps peoples emotions as they relate to others using the past as the template.
Makes being a hermit attractive doesn't it?
Until we as beings undo this negative cycle and return to the spirit of the land and learn to respect really respect...this negative energy will just keep burning deeper and deeper...
Some of us are trying to change it back...but look what happened to the Natives in Canada, America, Australia, Indonesia, Amazon etc...
All boxed up in little spaces...just like us.

Been too long....

Love stinks...no matter how you look at it...I'm fed up with trying to find the thing that has eluded me hoping that this it! but turns out to be brass not gold.
Love does not exist...there is the love for children and animals but for others, for me? there is nothing but lies, betrayal, taking, energy stealing, and let downs...I'm stupid to give and give and have it thrown back at me leaving me embarrassed, used and demoralized.
What is wrong that I cannot just leave well enough alone and as my son puts it 'be 'ard and uncaring as he' I wish I could be so tough, but I can't.
I look for it, just that one thing, so simple, uncomplicated and comforting, but it is not to be for me...in love I'm a failure, it just isn't for me to find, I will not be sharing the rest of my life with that special one because they don't exist in reality, I thought they did. Deception is a cruel life mate.

Rotterdams secret...

Not a nice one but one that is causing tension that will have to be dealt with. Dare I say that it is of an sore ethnic issue.

The Dutch themselves deal with it by ignoring it, not dealing with it, talking (openly that is), pretending it is not there. But is it is like a fucking great boil waiting to explode and when it does....

It ia uncomfortable at times. There are certain areas that you sense you shouldn't be in, or the looks, how your tolerated and spoken too. There is an unsettling undercurrent of them tolerating you in a country that is not theirs and how do you deal with that?

It is such a tender subject few dutch can be drawn into discussing it as the laws forbid you to slander 'it' so the best way is to pretend it is not there and bend, even at the cost of their own comfort....

I had an experience of it twice now and do not wish to go into detail, but suffice to say my view of the 'I' people is threatening, chauvinistic, dangerous and confrontational. We have a huge problem if this is how they view the world........how do we deal with it to maintain a freedom we have long fought to keep...

I'm not racist but I'm scared of the implications and behavior of powers that backdown and comply just to keep the peace....I wish they would just adopt to the country they are in, instead of making the country adopt to them......

Paddling home soon...

Rotterdam thankyou.
for restoring my faith in kindness and politness.
for restoring my belief that we can all live together.
for having the sweetest air to breathe.
for having so many practical solutions to silly things..ie like park benches that don't face the road but the trees and water, kitchen counters that are all one piece and don't leak, bike lanes, bikes!, no awful drunks, love of dogs even in shops, bikes with dogs, lots of water and places to hide....

I will miss you.

Katie Price is Priceless...

poor wittle me...boo hoo..are they looking..get this on camera?

or should I say cheap. She is as plastic as her surgery and all that silicone has filled her little head.

Now she is hitting a low, using miscarriage as a weapon to hurt her husband and family to get the public sympathy vote. All that comes out of her mouth is contradiction and a web of lies that she is now getting herself trapped in. She is forgetting the dry season of her sex life with Andre, so was she pregnant by someone else? or does she think she is so saintly it was immaculate conception.

I'd put my money DSM cluster B personality disorder. She is clearly and attention seeking, narcissistic, shallow, self promoting woman. It is always about 'her' always has been always will be. In other words DRAMA QUEEN.

Someone have her sectioned and give those kids to Pete and his family so they have love and fun and not paraded as tools of sympathy....

ummm beginning to have similar tones of someone else who passed recently due to drama and surgery....with 3 kids....better off with out them...oops

~i thank you~

Poor Newquay

I love Newquay but hate the fucking money spinning bars that attract the worst of British behavior. It is a huge meat market full of drunken underaged idiots looking to let loose in someone else's home.

The behavior of British drinkers is known around the world and is nothing to be proud of. It is a symptom which roots start at an early age with youngsters more influenced by peers than their parents. I shudder when I see young girls, with hardly anything covering their breasts and bums tottering on heels that may as well be bondage shoes. Run away? more like fall over and be taken more like...

GCSE??? how old??? what are they wearing? who are they going with? where are they going? oh some nice seaside resort to enjoy the sea and sand...they deserve it. But do the locals deserve to be descended on year after year of tacky, cheap outfits, puke and condoms?

I think not...

I for one will be supporting a total ban and closing the money spinning bars. it is the only way to dry up the area.

I thank you



http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/cornwall/8142614.stm

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Sorry Ozzy, but the word Karma keeps coming to mind.