Love stinks...no matter how you look at it...I'm fed up with trying to find the thing that has eluded me hoping that this it! but turns out to be brass not gold.
Love does not exist...there is the love for children and animals but for others, for me? there is nothing but lies, betrayal, taking, energy stealing, and let downs...I'm stupid to give and give and have it thrown back at me leaving me embarrassed, used and demoralized.
What is wrong that I cannot just leave well enough alone and as my son puts it 'be 'ard and uncaring as he' I wish I could be so tough, but I can't.
I look for it, just that one thing, so simple, uncomplicated and comforting, but it is not to be for me...in love I'm a failure, it just isn't for me to find, I will not be sharing the rest of my life with that special one because they don't exist in reality, I thought they did. Deception is a cruel life mate.
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