My Nan must be swirling in her urn. Cancel the Highland Games? I know the Scots are known for being frugal but Gordon..come on pull out your caber man!!

Iffy pop
it is reported that he spent his payout from the insurance company Shifty
in the same surgery as Peter Burnout.
When questioned he replied.."immm nutttt ummph ig ththtth blckssss....uckkk ffff..."
I have heard of dick head but...is that really your tongue iffy?

Brain music.
Brilliant..coming soon head plugs so you can record that song in your head. Even better if your a electro geek saves on the RSI.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/8020904.stm

Kenya Women Hurrah!!
No sex for a week? How about we do a world wide one for a month.
Then we would see a few changes happen.

On a sad note.
Do we really need to know how those two intelligent young french students perished? Isn't bad enough they were wasted by two wasters?
Who were allowed to go free to do their 'thing' for years?
Bloody soft British social care system, justice system, but hey how many times have I heard 'we can't do anything till they do something' then it is to late for someone, but the justice system will spring into action with it's polyfiller.

~i thank you~

Ahh the Knee...

Doesn't need a mention although to be pain free after my tumble at Wembury in the name of art last summer is a blessing.

A big Thank You to all the brilliant and caring staff at the Erasmus Medical Center Rotterdam..you put the NHS to same. There is alot to learn from you.

Word of the Day

Imminent. 'about to happen.'

Well that's definite then. Pretty confident word to use isn't it.
Imminent pandemic, imminent troup pullout. I think it is imminent that it should be replaced by words like possible, probability, risk,likelihood or chance.

The word Imminent=final, definite and rousing. It draws up that in the mind that it is true, it is to happen and quickly! It is illusionary and in these cases rises a fear of illness and the happiness of freedom of loved ones.

Both therefore over stimulate the population with hope and fear. Two of the most easily controllable emotions of the human race.

~I thank you~

My Knee

off to have the old knee washed out today....ugh...laters!

Good old English spitefullness

What is it in the English nature that attacks anyone who does well. Tom Daley has stated that he has been suffering bullies at school, not heavy stuff petty little digs that add up to rejection one of the worst feelings in the world.

You can't get ahead or shine in UK without someone 'doing your legs' like it is a national sport to see how far you can be made to fall. Positive strong people are castrated by isolation of the group mentality. Excluded and talked about, not invited to things, their achievements even subjected to the crudest of comments.

There is something of a herd mentality in the UK, where the 'different' is unwittingly made to tow the line, conform, fit in, and if you step outside your calling or dare I say it 'class' you are quickly reminded where you belong.

I think UK has alot to be depressed about. It might be a beautiful country with a land of splendor, captivating vista's and breath taking coastlines but the people?

I have been at the sharp end of the isolation, recently at University as well a place of like minded my fucking ass! Artists can be so jealous and competitive. But here in Rotterdam I have found nothing but support and interest by the students and population as a whole. And the only negative??? comes from a British Student who carries the above behavior like a sodding Union Jack with lights on.

Me? negative...no just real...

15 minutes of Fame for Happy Slapper Sarg.

Looked like a happy slapper doesn't he?
Sky, BBC news channels, utube, channel 4, throwing his big fist around on that tiny woman. Using his big black stick 'with as much force that is necessary' to break her legs so she fucks off and stops bothering me!!!!! That stick is the extension of his masculinity (cock to you!) can you imagine what he is like with out it? it is no different than a man with a big fancy car...penis extension.

It's like watching a scene out of Lord of the Rings with the orcs...sniff...'man flesh'. Are these really human beings? I know it is stressful but here you see displayed the reactions of our basic animal nature, the animal within like a corner snake.

Wonder if his misses is proud of her people bashing hubby now she sees what he gets up to at work.

~i thank you~

Beauty vs Brains...

Had an email from a student from my uni...asking me to support her activities (http://missstudentuk.com/index.asp) to say my jaw dropped on the floor is an understatement. I thought it was an art project but this was on the level....

I'm not a radical or political feminist and certainly not a prude as some that know me can testify to. BUT and it is a big one, I draw the line at beauty contests laced with money and fame perpetuating the problems we have with image and the enticement of young people. I also find encouraging young women to act as sluts for money...disgusting. May as well be in Amsterdam.

I'm disgusted that beauty is placed over the value of the brain. and that goes for the blokes as well to feed the wheels of big companies and make the student into a walking brand.

This is an educational sellout by these students and their failure to see the company(s) are using it for self promotion. AHHHHH.....what is the point of higher education when silly airhead girls get swayed by the 'model contract' '£10,000 prize' by a site that can't even spell properly. The photos remind me of desperate dating sites posing their wares in soft porn poses.

There is a distinct lack of moral and ethical judgment that reflects our society values when showing your near naked body is seen as acceptable on a student intranet site via a link. Yes..I have complained to the Uni (from rotterdam) and I wouldn't want to see that girls mail box in the morning...the comments sent to her will make the intranet melt...silly girl sent her request to the whole bloody Faculty, staff included. Umm wonder if that includes the Dean?

I would like to ask her this:

In your opinion, do you think that this contest is ethical? Have you investigated the actions and motivations for this contest? Are the sponsors ethical and fall in line with the policy of the University?

I wonder....

http://www.ukbeauties.co.uk/index.html seems to be a main sponsor or organizer and the site is clearly motivated by self promotion. Modeling, products, courses and promises of greatness, the usual slick and glossiness..there is a whole variety of beauty contests, from Miss. Airhead to the dizzy heights of Miss. Universe..alien applicants welcomed...


Think enough said....Brains wins!!!!!

~I thank you~

Common sense has left the building...

Camera's wot camera's? Oi! Mr.Hardwick!!

IPCC chairperson, Nick Limpdick stated 'there are no cameras in the areaaaaa!' wot? in the Corporation Of London no CCTV?? Where did the report Surveillance: Citizens and the State, by the Lords' constitution committee get it's statistics from then? Their gin bottle fairy?

4m camera's in the UK! we lead the world on spying on our citizens. We a little Island so check this out:


The UK has more CCTV cameras per head of population than ANY other country. About one camera for every 14 people…
You are likely to be caught on camera 300 times a day!!! scary!!
Croydon has more CCTV cameras than New York (for kate moss of course)

London's Metropolitan Police Force have approximately 200,000 cameras installed around the capital. HELLO!
http://www.thecctvcompany.co.uk/cctvfacts.htm

But not in the area Mr.Tomlinson was ambushed according to limpdick.
Personally, I don't like liars and I don't like people in high places that pretend to be ignorant of the facts. If this is how a chairperson conducts business at hand is it no wonder that IPCC is a farce..guess who lines their pockets?

What a numpty...he should go as well...

~I thank you~


Friday 6 February 2009 The Guardian. (lords)

Phil spector hearing aid batteries explode on Verdict.

Spector was a spectacle when he heard the verdict. 'Oh.. just practicing' was heard from within the demonic laughter, supposing he meant the frying chair.
'she wouldn't play with my water pistol' was his defence 'so we put on some of my music and her head...well you know the rest. I am known for my unique wall of sound! it will blow your mind...look at meeeeeeeee...haaaaaahahahhh....'

The jury returned a verdict to Sinister Spector as 5 other ladies had experience the water pistol game and had all left before the encore of sound and the mushing of brain matter that is suspected to be subliminal brainwashing.

Lets hope Beelzebub has a good sound system for the Sinister one's arrival as his pact is now due...

Remember it's in the eyes!!

~I thank you~

Oh Robbie the blobby

That pic on Sky news of the self loving Mr. I'm better than U Barlow certainly looks a little worse for wear. Pale, greyish, and those eyes he's ohh ugly really.

The person you are inside eventually comes to the surface and reveals itself to the world no matter what steps you take to halt it. I mean look at Mel Gibson these days....spooky or what?

It is in the eyes where you reside where the trueness of you speaks a thousand words and expressions within a sub atomic flash are laid bare. You cannot hide it..impossible it is the one thing a cyborg and the dead can do admirably well.

Robbie can't hide it I think he should take that and go back to the hills and commune with the aliens and his telescope and grow his hillbilly beard enjoy his dosh and stop trying to ride coat tails.
It is clear to me the 12 steps have become 12 stops...

Go and have a life.... a real life....us that have one know what that is..so does Gary Barlow....why he doesn't want you in his music.

~I hope you take that...thankyou~

Thank you Mark Easton BBC Editor

http://www.bbc.co.uk/blogs/thereporters/markeaston/2009/04/map_of_the_week_a_depressing_p.html

There you go, the whole bloody country is depressed! No wonder I felt suicidal. I was spot on and this spot knows what to do about it.

Why remain a spot when I can be a whole circle. Just a mind set and state of thought. The mind is a powerful thing, I mean we are part of this universe and thoughts manifest as energy as they are energy so why not use that energy and make positive things happen...abundance!

My son is part of these statistics!

We moved to Plymouth in Aug. 2007 just before I started my degree. In 2009 we have just been allocated a dentist...how appalling is that!

Last year he ended up in hospital have two emergency extractions due to infection. He is not the best of teeth carers but this could of been avoided if he had treatment early.

He is 13 and should have one allocated as a priority. I wrote to the PCT 3 times!! and guess what. I got allocated first?? He should of been first after the surgery NO in fact he should of been allocated when we first moved.

Another indication of the numpties that run the UK. Chew that over Wrigley's.

Over here in Rotterdam I look at England and I wonder what on earth I'm doing living there. I know it is a beautiful place but what on earth am I doing? Why do I live in a place that seems to be going slowly down the plug hole of life...I'm now convinced my depression and anxiety is linked to this.

Since I have been here I feel like a valued person, I don't feel the stress and negativity, I don't see the dirty streets, I don't hear or see rude kids or see violence, I don't see the rage and most of all? I don't feel the constant hopelessness, selfishness, and isolation I do in England.

What has this got to do with dentists? Well I think I need a large extraction....

~I thank you~


http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7993292.stm

EIGHT DAYS!!!!

IT TOOK THIS 8 DAYS?? WHY DIDN'T HE COME FORWARD IMMEDIATELY?
DOES HE LIVE IN A MEDIA BLACK OUT?
He would of known at debrief or through the police radio something had happened..fucking bastard.
Makes you wonder what has occurred in those days.
He must be one of the 3 monkeys..or maybe all.

Only a coward attacks from the back, and only a coward waits 8 days to come forward or was he pushed? If that video had not been taken and given over would this officer of come forward at all?
I fucking doubt it.

Manslaughter comes to mind, 'the mindless force used on another', plus the failure to take responsibility for his part in this mans death makes him culpable, failing to come forward at the moment he realized...makes him as a failed human being. His fears and worries do not come into this, the life he cut short by his actions is priority out of respect for the family.

There is one major fault that separates us from our kindred beings. Our ability to have responsibility, duty and accountability. Some of us possess it in abundance and step forward.

This officer? he is not one of them.

~i thank you~

Silly Bobbie.

But..the A.C. Bob Quick keeps his pension and good record because he quit before he was taken to task. He was given the option to protect his long service but no doubt will keep all the benefits of being in the position he had. He will suffer no financial penalties, no reprimands, and will retire to Spain and enjoy his boat.
Call me cynical.... please.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7991307.stm

The G20 True Criminal

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/london/7988828.stm

I watched this a felt sick. The officer assaulted Ian Tomlinson in what appears to be an unprovoked attack of such brutal force Mr.Tomlinson didn't have time to take his hands out of his pockets.
The stress was enough to cause a fatal heart attack.

I wonder what this young office is thinking now. He appears young but that is no excuse for his actions. I wonder why he and no other officers seemed motivated to act as he did on his own.

How will this be dealt with? quietly. The officer will be moved or suspended while investigations take place. Will he face charges? that will depend on his fellow officers. Will they state 'he said something rude' to support a public order offence?

I have experience the note book writing sessions, so the stories where straight and matched up after an arrest. I didn't I wrote what I saw. I witnessed the bullying, superior and ignorant attitudes on the public. I spoke up about it. I experienced the sexism, harassment and isolation. It almost drove me crazy. I saw those with mental health, drink and drug problems treated like idiots. I was called a social worker for caring.

I realized that I joined the biggest boys network in Britain and the Freemasons still had a place in it. I left.

So what does this mean? This officer, like the drink drives I knew will probably keep his job. Will he face charges, not likely. It will be fixed somehow if not already. Will the family get compensation, probably, quiet money.

I hope that I'm proven wrong, that he is brought to task not just sent of retraining which is common practice on how to deal with the public. That is about as effective as a candle on the moon. That there is a transparent investigation and witnesses do come forward to counter act the police statements.

Oh, I live in hope! .....not

( this is written of my own experiences and if you want to sue me for discrediting the service...BE MY GUEST)

I feel like a person due to the Dutch Health System!!

Had my appointment with the surgeon yesterday in trauma.
The staff, and I mean from the receptionists to the medical, all them polite, friendly and professional.
Appointment on time, decision made, and the process completed in one journey as not to cause me more discomfort. I saw the anaesthetic team for assessment, the nurse will call me with pre op instructions, and I will be phoned with a date as I can't do Friday the 18th...yes that quick!!.So I should have a date on the 24th on my return from blighty.
How efficient is that?
I know in England I would be on the waiting list for at least 3-6 months and that is only after you have had a wait to see the specialist department, that can be 2-3 weeks after the initial complaint visit. My right knee took about 6 months.


So why do I feel like a person? In England I always felt a pest. Even as a visitor I was made to feel welcomed and accepted.I worked in the health service for 10yrs or more as a nurse and I know both sides of this system.

If I looked confused in the corridors (trying to read dutch) someone with in minutes would stop and help me. Nothing was an issue, greeted by the staff with handshake and goodbye with handshake, I felt safe and all my needs addressed with friendliness and care. Maybe it is the relaxed dutch way mixed with informality and professionalism that struck me. like friends were taking care of me.

I always dread the health check as my Hep c buddy has to be introduced and I have to explain the whole damn thing and that makes me feel well dirty. But they didn't even mention it, ask or query it. Not and issue, not big fucking stickers slapped on my file like the UK for everyone to see 'infected person' red light alert, stand back, big arrow.

At one point I saw the doctor with a sheet and I was convinced it was mine. And he was going to ask about my status and being and visitor. Old fears that I had experienced in the UK began to surface
and it was going to happen again, like when I went to an emergency dentist and he turned me away. But, as previously put it was unfounded.

Why can't our country get it right? why is the attitude in England so negative and draining? Competitive and judgmental? Sour and grumpy? I grew up in Canada and much like Netherlands the spirit of the people is eternally young, maybe that's it Old England, Grumpy Old England, grumpy old attitudes, grumpy old systems and grumpy old Island all on it's own in grumpy self made decline hobbling on a zimmer frame pissing itself.

~I thankyou~

Madonna a goner

Shame, someone said 'No' to the bossy one. Good decision in my view bloody celebs, it is not a shopping trip!! Someone should also tell her that she will have to change her name to 'donner' (kebab) by the look of her surgery fiddled face and fly speccies. If she continues she will add herself to the hollywood clones. And get your roots done love, honestly....
pic from sky news-grateful.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/7986598.stm Remedy for old madonna-ADOPT A CHICKEN!!!!! LOADS OF THEM!!!

People can be so full of themselves

Oh the joy of the self righteous, educated into a little box with no windows of their profession. They have no idea how they are part of the system when they spout the machines plan. Keeping the cog going, unable to see that they have been indoctrinated by the plan to make us slaves and controlled by the desires of a select few.
I worry that our many of our younger people are blind to this by consumerism, media and deflection of attention onto the inane wants of modern life.
Independent thinking and motivation is controlled, there is no such thing as 'FREE WILL' it does not exist. You may have the illusion you can make decisions in your life that are yours and yours alone 'but' your decisions have input from externals and no matter how hard you try? it has been done before, thought before and acted on before. How can free will exist in this existence? One that is not of our making but controlled by the unseen self elected powers.

The biggest control in post modernity is the media which turns out graduates to follow the simple rule to sell, influence and divert the public. Make it visually stimulating and 'catchy'. Make people think only of buying it. The 'Work-Life Balance' theory is out of balance, stress of modern life is the result of the manipulation of the system.

And the proof is now emerging in the latest financial turmoil in the west. Globalization is not about cultural diversity, blending of our tribes and tolerance or loving thy neighbor, it is only about the money only about profits and expansion of the World Order set in motion at the turn of the century. The media, design, graphics, advertisers and those who live in boxes with no windows all have a part to play in the dumbing down and degradation of our society.

~I thankyou~