Friday, July 17, 2009

Rotterdams secret...

Not a nice one but one that is causing tension that will have to be dealt with. Dare I say that it is of an sore ethnic issue.

The Dutch themselves deal with it by ignoring it, not dealing with it, talking (openly that is), pretending it is not there. But is it is like a fucking great boil waiting to explode and when it does....

It ia uncomfortable at times. There are certain areas that you sense you shouldn't be in, or the looks, how your tolerated and spoken too. There is an unsettling undercurrent of them tolerating you in a country that is not theirs and how do you deal with that?

It is such a tender subject few dutch can be drawn into discussing it as the laws forbid you to slander 'it' so the best way is to pretend it is not there and bend, even at the cost of their own comfort....

I had an experience of it twice now and do not wish to go into detail, but suffice to say my view of the 'I' people is threatening, chauvinistic, dangerous and confrontational. We have a huge problem if this is how they view the world........how do we deal with it to maintain a freedom we have long fought to keep...

I'm not racist but I'm scared of the implications and behavior of powers that backdown and comply just to keep the peace....I wish they would just adopt to the country they are in, instead of making the country adopt to them......


Thursday, July 16, 2009

Paddling home soon...

Rotterdam thankyou.
for restoring my faith in kindness and politness.
for restoring my belief that we can all live together.
for having the sweetest air to breathe.
for having so many practical solutions to silly things..ie like park benches that don't face the road but the trees and water, kitchen counters that are all one piece and don't leak, bike lanes, bikes!, no awful drunks, love of dogs even in shops, bikes with dogs, lots of water and places to hide....

I will miss you.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Katie Price is Priceless...


or should I say cheap. She is as plastic as her surgery and all that silicone has filled her little head.

Now she is hitting a low, using miscarriage as a weapon to hurt her husband and family to get the public sympathy vote. All that comes out of her mouth is contradiction and a web of lies that she is now getting herself trapped in. She is forgetting the dry season of her sex life with Andre, so was she pregnant by someone else? or does she think she is so saintly it was immaculate conception.

I'd put my money DSM cluster B
personality disorder. She is clearly and attention seeking, narcissistic, shallow, self promoting woman. It is always about 'her' always has been always will be. In other words DRAMA QUEEN.

Someone have her sectioned and give those kids to Pete and his family so they have love and fun and not paraded as tools of sympathy....

ummm beginning to have similar tones of someone else who passed recently due to drama and surgery....with 3 kids....better off with out them...oops

~i thank you~




Saturday, July 11, 2009

Poor Newquay

I love Newquay but hate the fucking money spinning bars that attract the worst of British behavior. It is a huge meat market full of drunken underaged idiots looking to let loose in someone else's home.

The behavior of British drinkers is known around the world and is nothing to be proud of. It is a symptom which roots start at an early age with youngsters more influenced by peers than their parents. I shudder when I see young girls, with hardly anything covering their breasts and bums tottering on heels that may as well be bondage shoes. Run away? more like fall over and be taken more like...

GCSE??? how old??? what are they wearing? who are they going with? where are they going? oh some nice seaside resort to enjoy the sea and sand...they deserve it. But do the locals deserve to be descended on year after year of tacky, cheap outfits, puke and condoms?

I think not...

I for one will be supporting a total ban and closing the money spinning bars. it is the only way to dry up the area.

I thank you



http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/cornwall/8142614.stm

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Ozzy 'Devastated' As Pet Dog Eaten By Coyote

Sorry Ozzy, but the word Karma keeps coming to mind.

Life without men?

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/magazine/8142104.stm
Apparently we can live without you...men that is. Musings over what men are good for fill this article but I look it from another angle.

Why should women be sex to survive? Yes, we can make sperm, we can also possibly grow the fetus in a tube or incubator or some kind. It is this that could make women obsolete as well.

A third sex is on it's way, androgyny. We already have a complement of male and female hormones. I know for myself that I'm more male brained and can appear male due to my height and build. Darwinists would view this as the evolution of the human species? Natural selection on a biological basis to fit the environment? But he did not envisage technology as it is today but the theory seems to fit.

I don't agree with extinction of either sex but feel and have thought since I was young that androgyny was the ultimate place to be. A blend of the two best aspects of human kind. I especially view making men obsolete as a foolish path to take, they too have softened where we have hardened.

This is where I see the start of the progression into the melding of third sex by behavior and adaption. We all look pretty similar when the extremes of weight gain and loss are present...don't we? Some men look fantastic as women and some women pass as men...

Give it some thought....

~I thank you~

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Never meant to old....he sold his soul did he not?

He was never meant to be old. Same age as me and I remember him as the afro faced smiling singer who I actually liked. I always hated the way he morphed himself into his inner hate. To become white, straighten his hair and nose. Have white children...what was that all about really? A tortured and troubled soul was he.

He surrounded himself with the images and objects of youth, Neverland and other peoples kids, he spoke like a kid and denied himself the pleasure of just growing old and enjoying his spoils.

He as never meant to old, like Peter Pan he will remain to me that bouncy kid with the bouncy afro, singing beautifully. After that he was a train wreck waiting to happen. Icon of the effects of fame, money and drugs. The enablers, hangers on, opportunists, users, his own mind all played with him and like a child he sought affection from those his own emotional age.

I can't feel sorry for him I only know he died years ago it just took his human body and greed and it's ugliness too long to follow and he paid for that didn't he.

~I thank you~


Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Futility

Today I will not be attending a meeting at my Uni. It is concerning the move from one site to another. A move I greet heartily. I can't wait to get out of the monstrosity of the new art building. It just represents the capitalist wrongs of the whole project.

I can't wait to move into the old building near the Tamar. What a fucking treat that is!! But others see it as a negative.

Spoilt humans, no shops! they cry. Off campus, too far, no workshops, no technician...and so on. WE have become so accustomed to being given everything, expecting everything, all handy and accessible that when things aren't it create distress and confusion.

People have forgotten how to be resourceful, feel challenged and show thinking out of the box. Instead of seeing the positives of this move heels are being dug in and reasons for staying seem well petty and unjustified to me.

So I'm no longer being student rep. I'm against the tide as usual.
Maybe there will be others who like me will love the idea of having a large old stone building as a studio space. I can't wait to smell the sea, see the water and watch to boats. Have space to walk and think in the quiet....to me this will be heaven...


White Tiger

WE take animals from their natural environment and call them rare, special, endangered and place them in boxes. We pay to see them, stare at them and photo them like lab slide specimens. We force them to behave in our ways, to conform and behave and allow us to care for them. Inseminate them, give a make believe homes, conform to our idea of routine and time.

Then one day one of them kills one of us. For them we are in their part of the jungle or forest, we are invading their box. They protect it like we would ours, and we kill them for doing something natural and instinctual.

We are a species of pious platitudes.

Friday, May 15, 2009

My large conk...

Well, this justifies my own and other large equine noses. The larger, the cooler and the less likely to catch bird flu. How does this work with Swine flu do you need a nose like a pig to catch it?
Ohh..I can see the research grants being applied for now.

So, if you have a small nose use carry a freezer pack.

What will they have us believe next.......

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/8050523.stm

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Cuckoo in the nest...

There is a cuckoo in the nest and I have been unceremoniously the egg that has been pushed out while in Rotterdam.

Nice to be consulted and the intention made clear. I just love it when self appointed backdoor whiners see a gap and jump into the grave?

Welcome to it, why you never stepped forward in the light and offered your help and waited till I had gone and just jumped in is beyond me.

Don't expect me to be anything but well....off next year is the only polite way I can put it......

Bollocks to you all.......


Saturday, May 9, 2009

Best news yet!

Goodbye Richard and Judy....

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Mr.Cameron stolen bike..

There is alot to be said for dutch bikes. They are not overly expensive new unless you wish to have one. They have a rear wheel lock that is damn near impossible to remove with power. They keep you dry in the rain, carry your shopping, loved ones, dogs, cats, you can tow the kids around, put boxes of all sizes on them, trailers and to top if off? PROPER CYCLE LANES!!!

Most dutch cyclist weight the bike down with so much stuff it is impossible to take it as it will fall over the ones taken are plain and not distinguishable, (unlike mine..) or they are not locked well.

Maybe Cameron should take delivery of a plain oma bike and sod the rich symbol, a bike is a bike to get from A to B, all good cyclist have a hack bike and save the best for what it is meant for not going from A-B but proper cycling when it is not going to be left for hours on end.

I understand his feeling about cycling as I have enjoyed all my life.

Get practical.....and by the way...take a lesson from the dutch and lets get the UK up to speed with proper bike application and start to downsize car use...

~i thank you~


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Madonna what are you doing?

What she doing? Why can't she adopt a child from the States or UK? There are hundreds of neglected and needy children here.

I find her and other celeb's riding and ego crest distasteful and goes against so many issues to many to list.

'Save a Black child' why not save or help the community the child is in and leave them to their culture where they need to be.

Western people can be so fucking damaging and pious to other cultures.

Madonna your not helping.....

Saturday, May 2, 2009

30 years ago

I lost my brother 30 years ago this May weekend.
Boating incident at Silver Lake Simcoe/Parry Sound Ontario.
I miss him more than words can ever express.

Tragic Queens Day...

It has taken a few days for me to filter the events of Thursday. I have looked at the clips and the ones of QB giving her prompt address and what a lady. I feel for her and was taken by her upfront transparency and candor not to mention promptness of addressing the Netherlands.

Shame on our monarchy...pathetic lot. The monarchy here are warm, affable and human. They are people unlike our pompous lot. Each family reflects the population, do I need to say more?

When Princess Diana died, the Ice Queen remain so, cold, removed and cardboard. The house of Orange QB...was dignified, visible shaken and able to be herself..which is the reason her people feel so able to be as they are.

I cannot explain the depth of the kinship I feel for this country. But there is something inherently warm and open that I shall miss for a long time. Something I have not felt since I left Canada, a belonging.


It was a tragic day and will reap changes for the Orange family and politicians who have been able to move freely here. All because one 'quite' insignificant man decided to demonstrate his personal frustration and take 6 other people with him, injury many, and upset many more who will remember this for the rest of their lives, especially the bereaved and the child witnesses.

I feel no pity for the selfish act of this man. Why did he not just drive himself into a wall an be done with it. Why take so many happy people with him.

I have no more to say...

Now I can combine my art and other profession...hahah

http://www.nrc.nl/international/Features/article2229493.ece/Amsterdam_brothels_become_art_studios_in_clean-up

What a blast! you can be and artists and prostitute using your studio as a work place. Imagine that art?

Thursday, April 30, 2009

My Nan must be swirling in her urn. Cancel the Highland Games? I know the Scots are known for being frugal but Gordon..come on pull out your caber man!!

Iffy pop
it is reported that he spent his payout from the insurance company Shifty
in the same surgery as Peter Burnout.
When questioned he replied.."immm nutttt ummph ig ththtth blckssss....uckkk ffff..."
I have heard of dick head but...is that really your tongue iffy?

Brain music.
Brilliant..coming soon head plugs so you can record that song in your head. Even better if your a electro geek saves on the RSI.
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/technology/8020904.stm

Kenya Women Hurrah!!
No sex for a week? How about we do a world wide one for a month.
Then we would see a few changes happen.

On a sad note.
Do we really need to know how those two intelligent young french students perished? Isn't bad enough they were wasted by two wasters?
Who were allowed to go free to do their 'thing' for years?
Bloody soft British social care system, justice system, but hey how many times have I heard 'we can't do anything till they do something' then it is to late for someone, but the justice system will spring into action with it's polyfiller.

~i thank you~


Ahh the Knee...

Doesn't need a mention although to be pain free after my tumble at Wembury in the name of art last summer is a blessing.

A big Thank You to all the brilliant and caring staff at the Erasmus Medical Center Rotterdam..you put the NHS to same. There is alot to learn from you.


Word of the Day

Imminent. 'about to happen.'

Well that's definite then. Pretty confident word to use isn't it.
Imminent pandemic, imminent troup pullout. I think it is imminent that it should be replaced by words like possible, probability, risk,likelihood or chance.

The word Imminent=final, definite and rousing. It draws up that in the mind that it is true, it is to happen and quickly! It is illusionary and in these cases rises a fear of illness and the happiness of freedom of loved ones.

Both therefore over stimulate the population with hope and fear. Two of the most easily controllable emotions of the human race.

~I thank you~

Thursday, April 23, 2009

My Knee

off to have the old knee washed out today....ugh...laters!

Good old English spitefullness

What is it in the English nature that attacks anyone who does well. Tom Daley has stated that he has been suffering bullies at school, not heavy stuff petty little digs that add up to rejection one of the worst feelings in the world.

You can't get ahead or shine in UK without someone 'doing your legs' like it is a national sport to see how far you can be made to fall. Positive strong people are castrated by isolation of the group mentality. Excluded and talked about, not invited to things, their achievements even subjected to the crudest of comments.

There is something of a herd mentality in the UK, where the 'different' is unwittingly made to tow the line, conform, fit in, and if you step outside your calling or dare I say it 'class' you are quickly reminded where you belong.

I think UK has alot to be depressed about. It might be a beautiful country with a land of splendor, captivating vista's and breath taking coastlines but the people?

I have been at the sharp end of the isolation, recently at University as well a place of like minded my fucking ass! Artists can be so jealous and competitive. But here in Rotterdam I have found nothing but support and interest by the students and population as a whole. And the only negative??? comes from a British Student who carries the above behavior like a sodding Union Jack with lights on.

Me? negative...no just real...


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

15 minutes of Fame for Happy Slapper Sarg.

Looked like a happy slapper doesn't he?
Sky, BBC news channels, utube, channel 4, throwing his big fist around on that tiny woman. Using his big black stick 'with as much force that is necessary' to break her legs so she fucks off and stops bothering me!!!!! That stick is the extension of his masculinity (cock to you!) can you imagine what he is like with out it? it is no different than a man with a big fancy car...penis extension.

It's like watching a scene out of Lord of the Rings with the orcs...sniff...'man flesh'. Are these really human beings? I know it is stressful but here you see displayed the reactions of our basic animal nature, the animal within like a corner snake.

Wonder if his misses is proud of her people bashing hubby now she sees what he gets up to at work.

~i thank you~


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Beauty vs Brains...

Had an email from a student from my uni...asking me to support her activities (http://missstudentuk.com/index.asp) to say my jaw dropped on the floor is an understatement. I thought it was an art project but this was on the level....

I'm not a radical or political feminist and certainly not a prude as some that know me can testify to. BUT and it is a big one, I draw the line at beauty contests laced with money and fame perpetuating the problems we have with image and the enticement of young people. I also find encouraging young women to act as sluts for money...disgusting. May as well be in Amsterdam.

I'm disgusted that beauty is placed over the value of the brain. and that goes for the blokes as well to feed the wheels of big companies and make the student into a walking brand.

This is an educational sellout by these students and their failure to see the company(s) are using it for self promotion. AHHHHH.....what is the point of higher education when silly airhead girls get swayed by the 'model contract' '£10,000 prize' by a site that can't even spell properly. The photos remind me of desperate dating sites posing their wares in soft porn poses.

There is a distinct lack of moral and ethical judgment that reflects our society values when showing your near naked body is seen as acceptable on a student intranet site via a link. Yes..I have complained to the Uni (from rotterdam) and I wouldn't want to see that girls mail box in the morning...the comments sent to her will make the intranet melt...silly girl sent her request to the whole bloody Faculty, staff included. Umm wonder if that includes the Dean?

I would like to ask her this:

In your opinion, do you think that this contest is ethical? Have you investigated the actions and motivations for this contest? Are the sponsors ethical and fall in line with the policy of the University?

I wonder....

http://www.ukbeauties.co.uk/index.html seems to be a main sponsor or organizer and the site is clearly motivated by self promotion. Modeling, products, courses and promises of greatness, the usual slick and glossiness..there is a whole variety of beauty contests, from Miss. Airhead to the dizzy heights of Miss. Universe..alien applicants welcomed...


Think enough said....Brains wins!!!!!

~I thank you~

Common sense has left the building...

Camera's wot camera's? Oi! Mr.Hardwick!!

IPCC chairperson, Nick Limpdick stated 'there are no cameras in the areaaaaa!' wot? in the Corporation Of London no CCTV?? Where did the report Surveillance: Citizens and the State, by the Lords' constitution committee get it's statistics from then? Their gin bottle fairy?

4m camera's in the UK! we lead the world on spying on our citizens. We a little Island so check this out:


The UK has more CCTV cameras per head of population than ANY other country. About one camera for every 14 people…
You are likely to be caught on camera 300 times a day!!! scary!!
Croydon has more CCTV cameras than New York (for kate moss of course)

London's Metropolitan Police Force have approximately 200,000 cameras installed around the capital. HELLO!
http://www.thecctvcompany.co.uk/cctvfacts.htm

But not in the area Mr.Tomlinson was ambushed according to limpdick.
Personally, I don't like liars and I don't like people in high places that pretend to be ignorant of the facts. If this is how a chairperson conducts business at hand is it no wonder that IPCC is a farce..guess who lines their pockets?

What a numpty...he should go as well...

~I thank you~



Friday 6 February 2009 The Guardian. (lords)

Phil spector hearing aid batteries explode on Verdict.

Spector was a spectacle when he heard the verdict. 'Oh.. just practicing' was heard from within the demonic laughter, supposing he meant the frying chair.
'she wouldn't play with my water pistol' was his defence 'so we put on some of my music and her head...well you know the rest. I am known for my unique wall of sound! it will blow your mind...look at meeeeeeeee...haaaaaahahahhh....'

The jury returned a verdict to Sinister Spector as 5 other ladies had experience the water pistol game and had all left before the encore of sound and the mushing of brain matter that is suspected to be subliminal brainwashing.

Lets hope Beelzebub has a good sound system for the Sinister one's arrival as his pact is now due...

Remember it's in the eyes!!

~I thank you~





Oh Robbie the blobby

That pic on Sky news of the self loving Mr. I'm better than U Barlow certainly looks a little worse for wear. Pale, greyish, and those eyes he's ohh ugly really.

The person you are inside eventually comes to the surface and reveals itself to the world no matter what steps you take to halt it. I mean look at Mel Gibson these days....spooky or what?

It is in the eyes where you reside where the trueness of you speaks a thousand words and expressions within a sub atomic flash are laid bare. You cannot hide it..impossible it is the one thing a cyborg and the dead can do admirably well.

Robbie can't hide it I think he should take that and go back to the hills and commune with the aliens and his telescope and grow his hillbilly beard enjoy his dosh and stop trying to ride coat tails.
It is clear to me the 12 steps have become 12 stops...

Go and have a life.... a real life....us that have one know what that is..so does Gary Barlow....why he doesn't want you in his music.

~I hope you take that...thankyou~







Sunday, April 12, 2009

Thank you Mark Easton BBC Editor

http://www.bbc.co.uk/blogs/thereporters/markeaston/2009/04/map_of_the_week_a_depressing_p.html

There you go, the whole bloody country is depressed! No wonder I felt suicidal. I was spot on and this spot knows what to do about it.

Why remain a spot when I can be a whole circle. Just a mind set and state of thought. The mind is a powerful thing, I mean we are part of this universe and thoughts manifest as energy as they are energy so why not use that energy and make positive things happen...abundance!





Friday, April 10, 2009

My son is part of these statistics!

We moved to Plymouth in Aug. 2007 just before I started my degree. In 2009 we have just been allocated a dentist...how appalling is that!

Last year he ended up in hospital have two emergency extractions due to infection. He is not the best of teeth carers but this could of been avoided if he had treatment early.

He is 13 and should have one allocated as a priority. I wrote to the PCT 3 times!! and guess what. I got allocated first?? He should of been first after the surgery NO in fact he should of been allocated when we first moved.

Another indication of the numpties that run the UK. Chew that over Wrigley's.

Over here in Rotterdam I look at England and I wonder what on earth I'm doing living there. I know it is a beautiful place but what on earth am I doing? Why do I live in a place that seems to be going slowly down the plug hole of life...I'm now convinced my depression and anxiety is linked to this.

Since I have been here I feel like a valued person, I don't feel the stress and negativity, I don't see the dirty streets, I don't hear or see rude kids or see violence, I don't see the rage and most of all? I don't feel the constant hopelessness, selfishness, and isolation I do in England.

What has this got to do with dentists? Well I think I need a large extraction....

~I thank you~


http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/health/7993292.stm

Thursday, April 9, 2009

EIGHT DAYS!!!!

IT TOOK THIS 8 DAYS?? WHY DIDN'T HE COME FORWARD IMMEDIATELY?
DOES HE LIVE IN A MEDIA BLACK OUT?
He would of known at debrief or through the police radio something had happened..fucking bastard.
Makes you wonder what has occurred in those days.
He must be one of the 3 monkeys..or maybe all.

Only a coward attacks from the back, and only a coward waits 8 days to come forward or was he pushed? If that video had not been taken and given over would this officer of come forward at all?
I fucking doubt it.

Manslaughter comes to mind, 'the mindless force used on another', plus the failure to take responsibility for his part in this mans death makes him culpable, failing to come forward at the moment he realized...makes him as a failed human being. His fears and worries do not come into this, the life he cut short by his actions is priority out of respect for the family.

There is one major fault that separates us from our kindred beings. Our ability to have responsibility, duty and accountability. Some of us possess it in abundance and step forward.

This officer? he is not one of them.


~i thank you~

Silly Bobbie.

But..the A.C. Bob Quick keeps his pension and good record because he quit before he was taken to task. He was given the option to protect his long service but no doubt will keep all the benefits of being in the position he had. He will suffer no financial penalties, no reprimands, and will retire to Spain and enjoy his boat.
Call me cynical.... please.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7991307.stm

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

The G20 True Criminal

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/london/7988828.stm

I watched this a felt sick. The officer assaulted Ian Tomlinson in what appears to be an unprovoked attack of such brutal force Mr.Tomlinson didn't have time to take his hands out of his pockets.
The stress was enough to cause a fatal heart attack.

I wonder what this young office is thinking now. He appears young but that is no excuse for his actions. I wonder why he and no other officers seemed motivated to act as he did on his own.

How will this be dealt with? quietly. The officer will be moved or suspended while investigations take place. Will he face charges? that will depend on his fellow officers. Will they state 'he said something rude' to support a public order offence?

I have experience the note book writing sessions, so the stories where straight and matched up after an arrest. I didn't I wrote what I saw. I witnessed the bullying, superior and ignorant attitudes on the public. I spoke up about it. I experienced the sexism, harassment and isolation. It almost drove me crazy. I saw those with mental health, drink and drug problems treated like idiots. I was called a social worker for caring.

I realized that I joined the biggest boys network in Britain and the Freemasons still had a place in it. I left.

So what does this mean? This officer, like the drink drives I knew will probably keep his job. Will he face charges, not likely. It will be fixed somehow if not already. Will the family get compensation, probably, quiet money.

I hope that I'm proven wrong, that he is brought to task not just sent of retraining which is common practice on how to deal with the public. That is about as effective as a candle on the moon. That there is a transparent investigation and witnesses do come forward to counter act the police statements.

Oh, I live in hope! .....not

( this is written of my own experiences and if you want to sue me for discrediting the service...BE MY GUEST)

I feel like a person due to the Dutch Health System!!

Had my appointment with the surgeon yesterday in trauma.
The staff, and I mean from the receptionists to the medical, all them polite, friendly and professional.
Appointment on time, decision made, and the process completed in one journey as not to cause me more discomfort. I saw the anaesthetic team for assessment, the nurse will call me with pre op instructions, and I will be phoned with a date as I can't do Friday the 18th...yes that quick!!.So I should have a date on the 24th on my return from blighty.
How efficient is that?
I know in England I would be on the waiting list for at least 3-6 months and that is only after you have had a wait to see the specialist department, that can be 2-3 weeks after the initial complaint visit. My right knee took about 6 months.


So why do I feel like a person? In England I always felt a pest. Even as a visitor I was made to feel welcomed and accepted.I worked in the health service for 10yrs or more as a nurse and I know both sides of this system.

If I looked confused in the corridors (trying to read dutch) someone with in minutes would stop and help me. Nothing was an issue, greeted by the staff with handshake and goodbye with handshake, I felt safe and all my needs addressed with friendliness and care. Maybe it is the relaxed dutch way mixed with informality and professionalism that struck me. like friends were taking care of me.

I always dread the health check as my Hep c buddy has to be introduced and I have to explain the whole damn thing and that makes me feel well dirty. But they didn't even mention it, ask or query it. Not and issue, not big fucking stickers slapped on my file like the UK for everyone to see 'infected person' red light alert, stand back, big arrow.

At one point I saw the doctor with a sheet and I was convinced it was mine. And he was going to ask about my status and being and visitor. Old fears that I had experienced in the UK began to surface
and it was going to happen again, like when I went to an emergency dentist and he turned me away. But, as previously put it was unfounded.

Why can't our country get it right? why is the attitude in England so negative and draining? Competitive and judgmental? Sour and grumpy? I grew up in Canada and much like Netherlands the spirit of the people is eternally young, maybe that's it Old England, Grumpy Old England, grumpy old attitudes, grumpy old systems and grumpy old Island all on it's own in grumpy self made decline hobbling on a zimmer frame pissing itself.

~I thankyou~









Sunday, April 5, 2009

Madonna a goner


Shame, someone said 'No' to the bossy one. Good decision in my view bloody celebs, it is not a shopping trip!! Someone should also tell her that she will have to change her name to 'donner' (kebab) by the look of her surgery fiddled face and fly speccies. If she continues she will add herself to the hollywood clones. And get your roots done love, honestly....
pic from sky news-grateful.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/england/7986598.stm Remedy for old madonna-ADOPT A CHICKEN!!!!! LOADS OF THEM!!!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

People can be so full of themselves

Oh the joy of the self righteous, educated into a little box with no windows of their profession. They have no idea how they are part of the system when they spout the machines plan. Keeping the cog going, unable to see that they have been indoctrinated by the plan to make us slaves and controlled by the desires of a select few.
I worry that our many of our younger people are blind to this by consumerism, media and deflection of attention onto the inane wants of modern life.
Independent thinking and motivation is controlled, there is no such thing as 'FREE WILL' it does not exist. You may have the illusion you can make decisions in your life that are yours and yours alone 'but' your decisions have input from externals and no matter how hard you try? it has been done before, thought before and acted on before. How can free will exist in this existence? One that is not of our making but controlled by the unseen self elected powers.

The biggest control in post modernity is the media which turns out graduates to follow the simple rule to sell, influence and divert the public. Make it visually stimulating and 'catchy'. Make people think only of buying it. The 'Work-Life Balance' theory is out of balance, stress of modern life is the result of the manipulation of the system.

And the proof is now emerging in the latest financial turmoil in the west. Globalization is not about cultural diversity, blending of our tribes and tolerance or loving thy neighbor, it is only about the money only about profits and expansion of the World Order set in motion at the turn of the century. The media, design, graphics, advertisers and those who live in boxes with no windows all have a part to play in the dumbing down and degradation of our society.

~I thankyou~





Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Well My little Girl ain't so Little


what a voice, what a band!!! Good tings to follow!!!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Been Occupied with my knee

I have a back log of things to write. My knee has taken my attention but suffice to add I'm incredibly impressed with the hospital I went to on sunday. Efficient, professional and friendly. Most of all it was CLEAN really CLEAN, no queues all though busy, no noise, no clutter. They said I would have a long wait...2 hours? In England I have waited 4+ hours for my injury type.
I'm sure that my treatment for this torn ligament will be sorted better here than at home. Another point in the score board for living here then.
Catch up soon..brain not engaged with the painkillers and well, the pain.....

Friday, March 27, 2009

oh my! Don Rickle look like a Pickled Onion!

Irony is so good! nothing to
add for this one it speaks
for itself.
I had no idea he was still
breathing...
http://www.theonion.com/content/from_print/struggling_don_rickles_has

Found them!! Lamb Scam...

Found the sheep!!! they are all film stars, they weren't stolen at all. Ad in 'nEwE News' probably.
Drawn to the lush green hills of Wales seeking their 15 minutes of fame. Well it's better than 3hrs at 250F in a Aga with all the trimmings....

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/wales/7961889.stm

Cheap Lamb for Easter.

30 sheep and 50 lambs stolen from Somerset field, hope they remembered to pick mint on the way for display purposes.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Pooper Snoopers new name for Council employees

See the eye is working
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/politics/7964411.stm

Wear a black hooded poncho everyone,that will confused them!

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Letter to Simon Cowell

Dear Simon,
Sorry to read that you felt you were snubbed by Ma and Pa of royalty, but if you had read my early posting on snobbing and snubbing it may of saved you some heartache. Poor boy.

It is not uncommon for the common people to be looked over and yes you are one of the common people compared to their circles.

You may also take a little suggestion that may help you with any future rebuffs. It may help to get the help of a damn good hairdresser as you look like a bat who has slept upside down too long and fell to the floor. And have you had you nose done again?

Prince Philip is a hero of mine and your are so lucky to have been snubbed and at the point of his acidic one liners. You have had a near escape. Just count yourself a lucky man, he could of gone to town on you as there is so much material.

Speaking of material, how much does your tailor use to make your trousers?

Lovingly.
Hellsharpie....

Government Big Brother thinks it's God.

The government wants to use it's big eye in the sky to track our contacts and movements via Facebook. Catch all those nasty benefit cheats and employee slagging matches. So nice of them to be so transparent about it. Oh..if you see this in the sky they are watching you and each individual will be assigned it's own eye. So each individual person will has a file carefully kept up to date with all you conversations with Aunty about the lastest semtex pie and decisions on what party to go to with your mates to plan the next political coop. Yawn....I would prefer it if the eye went back to Lord of The Rings myself....

'Whales Stranded In Britain Should Be Killed'

shouldn't that be Wales?
no need to say more on that one.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Death of Capitalism?

Not if Granny has anything to do with it!
Family life is measured by cash these days, love comes at a cost.
I think when you have children you should have a financial contract and get them to sign it on arrival. That way there will be no arguments and everyone will know where they stand...wah wah wah...
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/7960977.stm

LIFE AND LIVING

Living is something you do everyday. It is the everyday things that need to be attended to. We cannot escape them, it is what makes everything function, work and continue an engine. It needs attention to keep running or it ceases to work and things fall apart.
Life on the other hand is ours, ours personally. No one else has our 'life', we are born with it to do with, to make and form it into something individual and sacred to us only.
You are your life.....
Your life cannot belong to anyone else as it goes where ever you are and it leaves with you at death, and follows you around leaving impressions on those you meet.
So my advice...love life and know a good mechanic...
`I thank you~

news flash

Size 9.5 shoe with foot found at roadside without its owner.
If you have been limping or hobbling or feeling abit legless
please call crimestoppers.

Mother Hubbard was an alcoholic married to a dog!

What a girl. Carrying on the tradition of the sozzled housewife.
No wonder the cupboards where bare.
And was the dog really her husband?
this is the missing rhyme that proves it!!

She went to the doctors
because he was sick
and when she got back
he was playing with his stick.

~I thank you~




Darwin would be delighted!!

Evolution is well and present, I read that the Komodo dragons have been shaking people out of trees for lunch and munching on the flesh of the human menu. Nice to see David Ickes relatives are well.

Bees and ants work in teams and will sacrifice themselves for the good of the genetic pool, thanks Jade.

One piece really enlightened me was about the behaviour of the Locust, that rather large bugged eyed springy legged thing. Seems they are stimulated into a frenzy from neurotransmitter serotonin, which at heightened levels is like speed for locust's. They become wild and devour their way thorough anything, umm much like Drake Circus on a Saturday afternoon.
Maybe the link is missing after all, just the wrong species.





Please Fade Jade.....!!!!

I will remember jade as a woman who was the product of a part of our society that has a genetic throw back to times our country should be ashamed of. how on earth did she become so popular?
because that moronic ignorant underclass still exists and has become entertainment value. Bigotry, ignorance, racism, lack of dignity seem to have value to some and they have made lots of money out of it.
I will remember the first time I saw her on BB naked..the pinnacle and downturn of being British exposed.
She was a Pig....her sons are better off with their father....

Monday, March 23, 2009

Silverfish

my friend the NA princess has silverfish in her accommodation.
she complained by email and after her room was investigated in her absence,she received the following instructions:

Her room is too warm and thus she has invited them in.

She has to ventilate her room for 30 minutes everyday.

'She' has to purchase a bug spray to treat her room.

Well she clearly carried them all the way from the other side of the Atlantic and has infested the whole building by locking them in her over heated room. Best she buys all of us some spray then in that case.

I wonder who invited the mice in then, and the bed bugs, and bike sellers...

Wonder what the Dutch word for Wanker is?

snubbing is actually snobbing

I was snubbed today, funny being snubbed. You say 'hello' and the person doing the snubbing purses lips tightly averts the gaze into a glaze and whisks by. Umm? you ponder...what is that about? as you giggle at the display of a playground display demonstration of rebuff.

I often wonder if snubbing is a form of snobbery, it is plain that the person doing the snubbing has perceived some form of action which the other is unawares, hence the jovial response of sniggery at the action of snubbing itself. The other must treat the snubbed with contempt by tighting the lips to avoid word spillage and exposure. But this unwittingly reveals more than words can transmit .

I don't like you, I'm mad at you, I don't want to be your friend...stamping your little school shoes on the floor...look at meeeeeeeee!!!!!

Well who would want a friend like you anyway?

So snub away and entertain me, I will only giggle and think of pampers and the terrible two's and probably buy you a lollipop for those pursed lips.

hellsharpie.